“I would fake my drug test with other people’s pee and lie straight to people’s faces.”

Okay, I just finished all 78 minutes and 11 seconds of Demi Lovato's new YouTube documentary Simply Complicated and, honey, I have chills.

I was expecting the "Sorry Not Sorry" singer to divulge some minor details about her personal life, but I was given so much more!

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She thoroughly paints pictures of painful childhood memories, drug addiction, romantic relationships, and the people and incidents that transformed her into the powerful woman she is today.

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Demi was 17 years old and working on the Disney Channel the first time she used cocaine.

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She revealed part of the reason for her drug use was because of her biological father's addictions.

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The 25-year-old singer began having dark thoughts at a very young age.

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According to Demi, she punched her back up dancer Shorty, as a result of Shorty snitching on Demi for using Adderall irresponsibly.

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She entered her first treatment center at the age of 18, but would still "sneak [drugs] on planes, in bathrooms, at night...nobody knew."

"I just knew I needed to be high to get through what I was going through."

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While she was a judge on The X Factor, she was 19 years old and entering her first year of sobriety. She was also living in a completely sober house with no phone.

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Demi believes she will always love her ex-boyfriend Wilmer Valderrama.

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And although the breakup was mutual, Demi knew she still had issues to conquer and she couldn't do that while "relying on someone to take care of the loneliness."

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She also revealed times during her childhood when she was bullied, including when a classmate started a suicide petition directed at Demi and made people sign it.

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Demi internalized the words they were calling her, like "whore" and "fat." Shortly after, her battle with food began.

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But she's been able to find ways to channel her frustrations and tackle her demons, like through exercise...

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...and dating! Demi's currently using the dating app Raya.

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She also doesn't buy into the stigma surrounding women and casual sex. Demi believes women should be able to do whatever they want with their bodies.

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And like the rest of the world, sometimes she gets caught up in the "rules" of dating.

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But despite all the obstacles she's conquered, Demi's just getting started! And we're excited to take this journey of growth with her.

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You can watch Demi's full documentary, Simply Complicated, below:

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